Friday, January 26, 2007

The unknown

Sometimes, we suspect things for nothing. All i hope and pray for now is that what i'm about to find out is not true. I need all the inner strength in me to come to terms with the outcome. The unknown is so painful. Made more so when people around me do not seem to understand what i'm going through now. And yet, keeps telling me that it'll be alright and to wait and see; give it time.

How can it be alright when they are not the one facing the situation. How can they ever understand it when they do not have to live with it for the rest of their lives. I dont understand how many more challenges are ahead of me. Just how many more hurdles must i jump over. If by jumping and staying strong yet again will help the situation, i really dont mind. I've come so far, been through hell and back, the ups and downs, all the turbulances, and achieved all that's to achieve till now.

God, please walk by my side. I have faith that no matter whatever the result may be, i will have the courage and patience to face it, cope with it, and learn from it. One day at a time, for the rest of my life.

9 Responses:

L B said...

I don't know what's going on either, so all I can offer are my thoughts and well wishes for you, whatever demon you may have to face and overcome.. You've been a kind friend, and I appreciate all that.

may said...

the unknown certainly is painful. I'm facing one right now, and like you, will know soon what it would be. the waiting time is such a killer.

I really hope and pray that everything's ok for you. truly.

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Sasha said...

Oh no...sounds like you're in confusion. Anyway dun worry married ladies with kids always think alot..so i understand what u're going thru. Hope that everything is fine. *hugs*

Samm said...

lb - HUGS

may - I know how u feel too right now. So, we both hug each other, k.

sasha - thx :)

shooi said...

Agree with sasha. Married ladies with kids always think a lot, sometimes too much.

Prayers for you that everything will turn out ok.

p/s: Your blog does not accept comments from non-google account?

King's wife said...

Persevere...I hope all is ok.
Wishing you all the best, whatever it may be.

G - Mom to a Bee said...

#3? Hugs to u to whatever it may be!

Samm said...

shooi - no woh, i disallowed it since ppl come talk nonsence.

king's wife - i am, iam

g - no lah.